FLOOD-TIDE below me! I watch you
face to face; |
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Clouds of the west! sun there half an hour high! I
see you also face to face. |
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Crowds of men and women attired in the usual
costumes! how curious you are to me! |
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On the ferry-boats, the hundreds and hundreds that
cross, returning home, are more
curious to me than you suppose; |
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And you that shall cross from shore to shore years
hence, are more to me, and more in my meditations, than you might
suppose. |
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The impalpable sustenance of me from all things, at all hours of the
day; |
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The simple, compact, well-join’d scheme—myself
disintegrated, every one disintegrated, yet part of the scheme: |
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The similitudes of the past, and those of the
future; |
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The glories strung like beads on my smallest sights
and hearings—on the walk in the street, and the passage over the river; |
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The current rushing so swiftly, and swimming with
me far away; |
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The others that are to follow me, the ties between
me and them; |
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The certainty of others—the life, love, sight,
hearing of others. |
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Others will enter the gates of the ferry, and cross
from shore to shore; |
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| Others will watch the run of the flood-tide; |
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Others will see the shipping of Manhattan north and
west, and the heights of Brooklyn to the south and east; |
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| Others will see the islands large and small; |
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Fifty years hence, others will see them as they
cross, the sun half an hour high; |
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A hundred years hence, or ever so many hundred
years hence, others will see them, |
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Will enjoy the sunset, the pouring in of the
flood-tide, the falling back to the sea of the ebb-tide. |
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It avails not, neither time or place—distance avails not; |
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I am with you, you men and women of a generation,
or ever so many generations hence; |
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I project myself—also I return—I am with you, and
know how it is. |
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Just as you feel when you look on the river and
sky, so I felt; |
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Just as any of you is one of a living crowd, I was
one of a crowd; |
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Just as you are refresh’d by the gladness of the
river and the bright flow, I was refresh’d; |
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Just as you stand and lean on the rail, yet hurry
with the swift current, I stood, yet was hurried; |
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Just as you look on the numberless masts of ships,
and the thick-stem’d pipes of steamboats, I look’d. |
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I too many and many a time cross’d the river, the
sun half an hour high; |
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I watched the Twelfth-month sea-gulls—I saw them high in the air, floating with motionless wings,
oscillating their bodies, |
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I saw how the glistening yellow lit up parts of
their bodies, and left the rest in strong shadow, |
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I saw the slow-wheeling circles, and the gradual
edging toward the south. |
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I too saw the reflection of the summer sky in the
water, |
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Had my eyes dazzled by the shimmering track of
beams, |
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Look’d at the fine centrifugal spokes of light
around the shape of my head in the sun-lit water, |
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Look’d on the haze on the hills southward and
southwestward, |
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Look’d on the vapor as it flew in fleeces tinged
with violet, |
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Look’d toward the lower bay to notice the arriving
ships, |
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Saw their approach, saw aboard those that were near
me, |
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Saw the white sails of schooners and sloops—saw the
ships at anchor, |
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The sailors at work in the rigging, or out astride
the spars, |
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The round masts, the swinging motion of the hulls,
the slender serpentine pennants, |
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The large and small steamers in motion, the pilots
in their pilot-houses, |
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The white wake left by the passage, the quick
tremulous whirl of the wheels, |
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The flags of all nations, the falling of them at
sun-set, |
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The scallop-edged waves in the twilight, the ladled
cups, the frolicsome crests and glistening, |
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The stretch afar growing dimmer and dimmer, the
gray walls of the granite store-houses by the docks, |
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On the river the shadowy group, the big steam-tug
closely flank’d on each side by the barges—the hay-boat, the belated
lighter, |
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On the neighboring shore, the fires from the
foundry chimneys burning high and glaringly into the night, |
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Casting their flicker of black, contrasted with
wild red and yellow light, over the tops of houses, and down into the
clefts of streets. |
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These, and all else, were to me the same as they are to you; |
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I project myself a moment to tell you—also I
return. |
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| I loved well those cities; |
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| I loved well the stately and rapid river; |
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| The men and women I saw were all near to me; |
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Others the same—others who look back on me, because
I look’d forward to them; |
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(The time will come, though I stop here to-day and
to-night.) |
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What is it, then, between us? |
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What is the count of the scores or hundreds of
years between us? |
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Whatever it is, it avails not—distance avails not,
and place avails not. |
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I too lived —Brooklyn,
of ample hills, was mine; |
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I too walk’d the streets of Manhattan Island, and
bathed in the waters around it; |
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I too felt the curious abrupt questionings stir
within me, |
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In the day, among crowds of people, sometimes they
came upon me, |
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In my walks home late at night, or as I lay in my
bed, they came upon me. |
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I too had been struck from the float forever held
in solution; |
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| I too had receiv’d identity by my Body; |
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That I was, I knew was of my body—and what I should
be, I knew I should be of my body. |
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It is not upon you alone the dark patches fall, |
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| The dark threw patches down upon me also; |
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The best I had done seem’d to me blank and
suspicious; |
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My great thoughts, as I supposed them, were they
not in reality meagre? would not people laugh at me? |
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| It is not you alone who know what it is to be evil; |
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| I am he who knew what it was to be evil; |
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| I too knitted the old knot of contrariety, |
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| Blabb’d, blush’d, resented, lied, stole, grudg’d, |
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Had guile, anger, lust, hot wishes I dared not
speak, |
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Was wayward, vain, greedy, shallow, sly, cowardly,
malignant; |
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| The wolf, the snake, the hog, not wanting in me, |
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The cheating look, the frivolous word, the
adulterous wish, not wanting, |
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Refusals, hates, postponements, meanness, laziness,
none of these wanting. |
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But I was Manhattanese, friendly and proud! |
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I was call’d by my nighest name by clear loud
voices of young men as they saw me approaching or passing, |
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Felt their arms on my neck as I stood, or the
negligent leaning of their flesh against me as I sat, |
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Saw many I loved in the street, or ferry-boat, or
public assembly, yet never told them a word, |
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Lived the same life with the rest, the same old
laughing, gnawing, sleeping, |
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Play’d the part that still looks back on the actor
or actress, |
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The same old role, the role that is what we make
it, as great as we like, |
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| Or as small as we like, or both great and small. |
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Closer yet I approach you; |
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What thought you have of me, I had as much of you—I
laid in my stores in advance; |
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I consider’d long and seriously of you before you
were born. |
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| Who was to know what should come home to me? |
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| Who knows but I am enjoying this? |
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Who knows but I am as good as looking at you now,
for all you cannot see me? |
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| It is not you alone, nor I alone; |
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Not a few races, nor a few generations, nor a few
centuries; |
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It is that each came, or comes, or shall come, from
its due emission, |
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From the general centre of all, and forming a part
of all: |
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Everything indicates—the smallest does, and the
largest does; |
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A necessary film envelopes all, and envelopes the
Soul for a proper time. |
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Now I am curious what sight can ever be more stately and admirable
to me than my mast-hemm’d Manhattan, |
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My river and sun-set, and my scallop-edg’d waves of
flood-tide, |
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The sea-gulls oscillating their bodies, the
hay-boat in the twilight, and the belated lighter; |
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Curious what Gods can exceed these that clasp me by
the hand, and with voices I love call me promptly and loudly by my
nighest name as I approach; |
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Curious what is more subtle than this which ties me
to the woman or man that looks in my face, |
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Which fuses me into you now, and pours my meaning
into you. |
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| We understand, then, do we not? |
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What I promis’d without mentioning it, have you not
accepted? |
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What the study could not teach—what the preaching
could not accomplish, is accomplish’d, is it not? |
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What the push of reading could not start, is
started by me personally, is it not? |
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Flow on, river! flow with the flood-tide, and ebb with the ebb-tide! |
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| Frolic on, crested and scallop-edg’d waves! |
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Gorgeous clouds of the sun-set! drench with your
splendor me, or the men and women generations after me; |
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Cross from shore to shore, countless crowds of
passengers! |
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Stand up, tall masts of Mannahatta!—stand up,
beautiful hills of Brooklyn! |
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Throb, baffled and curious brain! throw out
questions and answers! |
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| Suspend here and everywhere, eternal float of solution! |
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Gaze, loving and thirsting eyes, in the house, or
street, or public assembly! |
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Sound out, voices of young men! loudly and
musically call me by my nighest name! |
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Live, old life! play the part that looks back on
the actor or actress! |
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Play the old role, the role that is great or small,
according as one makes it! |
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Consider, you who peruse me, whether I may not in
unknown ways be looking upon you; |
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Be firm, rail over the river, to support those who
lean idly, yet haste with the hasting current; |
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Fly on, sea-birds! fly sideways, or wheel in large
circles high in the air; |
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Receive the summer sky, you water! and faithfully
hold it, till all downcast eyes have time to take it from you; |
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Diverge, fine spokes of light, from the shape of my
head, or any one’s head, in the sun-lit water; |
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Come on, ships from the lower bay! pass up or down,
white-sail’d schooners, sloops, lighters! |
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Flaunt away, flags of all nations! be duly lower’d
at sunset; |
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Burn high your fires, foundry chimneys! cast black
shadows at nightfall! cast red and yellow light over the tops of the
houses; |
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Appearances, now or henceforth, indicate what you
are; |
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| You necessary film, continue to envelop the soul; |
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About my body for me, and your body for you, be
hung our divinest aromas; |
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Thrive, cities! bring your freight, bring your
shows, ample and sufficient rivers; |
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Expand, being than which none else is perhaps more
spiritual; |
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Keep your places, objects than which none else is
more lasting. |
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We descend upon you and all things—we arrest you all; |
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We realize the soul only by you, you faithful
solids and fluids; |
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Through you color, form, location, sublimity,
ideality; |
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Through you every proof, comparison, and all the
suggestions and determinations of ourselves. |
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You have waited, you always wait, you dumb,
beautiful ministers! you novices! |
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We receive you with free sense at last, and are
insatiate henceforward; |
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Not you any more shall be able to foil us, or
withhold yourselves from us; |
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We use you, and do not cast you aside—we plant you
permanently within us; |
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We fathom you not—we love you—there is perfection
in you also; |
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| You furnish your parts toward eternity; |
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Great or small, you furnish your parts toward the
soul. |