It's a lazy Sunday and I'm back in Paris, after a much-needed visit with my family in New York. The jetlag is strong but manageable; I woke up a little after noon and was able to shake off the Tylenol PM coma and start my day: cleaning up, making a grocery list, unpacking, catching up with my RSS feeds, calling Tokyo, finishing Friends and Relations (the one 1930s Bowen novel I hadn't read, out of print now and with good reason–it's horrid–without which, I decided at the last minute, I couldn't in good conscience write my first chapter), bidding on a watch on eBay, and dipping into 24:Redemption. The space heaters are on, the sun has almost gone, the lights are up, and I'm alternating between a book and my computer.
But somewhere, Jeanette Winterson is making pie, and, reading her instructions, I half wish I could go and live with her. I wonder what exactly it is that makes our lifestyles so different– beyond the obvious fact that she has sold hundreds of thousands of books whereas I, I have sold not one. But I earn a living nevertheless, and I have a kitchen and a sound system. Why can't I spend idyllic Sundays making pie? I guess I could. I could bring in the ingredients, and put an audio book on my iPod, and crack open a bottle of Riesling. But the supermarkets are closed on Sunday, and it's cold outside, and I don't feel like trolling the rue Mouffetard to find what I need, and where would I buy mincemeat in Paris anyway?
So for me it's secondrate Bowen and whatever I can pull together for dinner. And Jack Bauer. At least there's Jack Bauer.